So there's a lot of things going on at the moment. My sister is currently in Ibiza, my cat is very sick (i can't talk about it or i'll break down again), I feeling worse than ever and nanowrimo's coming up and i have no idea what to write about this year.

I feel like i'm constantly treading water knowing that if i stop i'm going to drown. It's very fustrating.

I don't want to get all "emo" or whatever but it's just been a hard month. Yesterday was one year since my other cat was hit by a car and died and I can't bear to loose this one either.

On the plus side i have been writing a bit more and i'm going to return to that now.

Oh and a strange thing happened with my special milk (I'm lactose intollerent). I went to pour some out last night and it had turned to like yogurt or something. I'd only opened it the day before. Bizarro

Stay safe
Kiki